26.5 weeks pregnant...and still growing  =)

Boo! I'm kind of just wondering how many people will actually bother to read this since I've disappeared for ages. Not too much new going on that no one has already heard about. We are having a boy...Tom Green Jr. (aka TJ). My mom came up about a week ago and had a baby shower for me. It was fun. We found out that it is true...being pregnant makes you fat! I measured in at 36 inches around! And at only 26 weeks pregnant. Now everyone is playing the let's-guess-how-big-she'll-be-when-she-goes-into-labor game. LOL, one of my CSRs that works for me at Blockbuster decided to play it safe and guess that I was 12 inches now and would be 12 inches at the end. Then there's tom who just refuses to play so that he can't get in trouble. But yet he comments, "Baby, I don't think you'll get any bigger." I ask why and he replies, "Cuz I just can't see you being any bigger than you are now." LOL. So clueless.

Anyhow, yes, the biggest news in my life is that I'm getting big. And it weird. Sorry to go on about it. It so strange sharing your body with another human bieng. If you both don't want to sleep or eat at the same time, there is conflict. And when this tiny creature moves inside of you, it feels so bizarre! I've had my moments and I've been an emotional wreck. But for the most part I am loving being pregnant. I love Tom, and TJ more than I ever knew was possible. I look forward to the day when he can meet all my friends and family back home. Hope everyone is doing well...I'm on my way to look at other sites to see how you're doing...if anyone even still visits this crazy place of xanga. TTFN!

Just Visiting

So, I'm back for another surprise visit. I'm so thankful for Chelle, who has been my way of communication with all of you. Through her, I figured you're all updated on my life. I do apologize, however for not taking the time to inform you myself. Or for not calling to see how your lives are coming along. I hear it all from her and assume that that sort of communication is enough. For me it is. I've moved so much, and lost touch with so many, I take many of my friendships for granted. My true friends have always been there and realized my fault in keeping in touch. My best friend from Highschool and I still only talk once every few months or so and everytime she is forgiving and understanding, as am I. Same with my best girlfriends from ORU. I guess I sort of expect everyone to be the same. I am sorry. And I'd like to especially thank Chelle and Patrick for being there for me even when I don't call or k.i.t. as I should. You two have been so great to me when I'm rather undeserving. You're great frineds and I want to say thanks and give you some recogintion, even if it's only on my lonely xanga site.

Just feeling a bit emotional about this and wanted to share. I hear being pregnant makes you that way a little bit.

So I got internet at home finally. Hopefully finances will allow me to keep it. =) Not that anyone ever actually checks my xanga anymore, but if you do..I love you and miss you bunches! Gotta get ready for work now though. I'll be back later to comment on everyones sites.

XOXO